If you do not forgive, or do not search, or do not call my name at night, or wonder if | call yours - I will call anyway, forgive, and wait to be forgiven. Forgiveness is home soil. It is the only ground where your eye and mine can see each other, without doors. I will make these my first steps. I will walk alone, if I must, though without you, do not know the way. Without you | can never arrive.